Looking for a new job. :)

even if that one thing in my life fails now..

i will try to be fine..

i have really sensitive colleagues.. a couple of them..

they were able to sense the difference in me, in the first and second week..

i guess the third week will be another experience for them..

because i will BUG them for work to keep myself occupied..

i brought my tiny beanbag eeyore to work.. and victor&mckenzie is having fun with it..

victor jotted a little speech bubble that said "Please help victor spread this, thankyou!" and put my eeyore on the paper.. imagine the surprise i got in the morning when i saw it.. haha

mckenzie made my eeyore look suicidal by sitting it on up of the lcd ibm screen.. he said that i would probably be feeling like this when things are final..

and he's right.. but ok.. not that extreme.. i've gotten out of the phase in life that "suicide is the solution"

haha

busy..

am i going to make the painful decision to leave the friends, that i thought would be til old age, for the sake of not making them stand in a horrible position of being in the middle?

perhaps i should.. since some people will not be happy until they feel that i am without friends..

nevertheless, i have spent my last half of a semester very happily with them.. all the happiness has to end sometime anyway, right?

maybe now is the time when i'm having my attachment..

anyways, have been busy working.

the first 2 days were boring, but my work started coming in yesterday.

and have decided to immerse myself totally in work.

to clamp down the unhappiness that i'm forcing on myself for the time being.

to be a happier person.

i like my work.

although the stress is piling up, my work isn't.

i'm receiving orders and work from all 3 of the groups in the team, instead of the original 1.

some things might be difficult, but i like it, and is coming to loving it because i'm learning much more stuff.

maybe when my ethusiasm dies down, i will start to slack.. haha

you should be happy..

very happy in fact..

that i'll be leaving this band of friendship..

all because of you.

it's sad..

to know that some people haven't given up on their pretentious life..

The End..

I finished my paper last friday..

I don't care if i screwed up the papers.. as long as i pass.. haha

i'm just glad it's all over.. =)

the resentment is gone.. and hopefully everyone feels the same way.

I IS THE EXCITEDDD

MY FAVOURITE BAND WON!!!

MI LU BING!!!!

OMFG. I CAN'T SLEEP TONIGHT..